Previously, I thought that home connotes comfort and is a reassuring place. Adding dimensions to this word, apart from the place where you trust the toilet seat, home is where you trust the forces and energies around you. Over the last few months, I identified the word home as a visceral emotion. After getting admitted to the Post Graduation program, my emotions started flickering. I knew, in a glint, I would be thousands of kilometers away from my home. Such disturbance in my subconscious didn’t allow me to have a calm and composed outlook even while I was at home for the remaining last days.
After reaching Bhubaneswar, the flickering of energies escalated. That unsettled emotion of yearning to go home is indescribable. Waking up to unknown faces and sleeping with memories is something many of us go through once or many a time in our lives.
When a group is made to survive in an alien situation, all of them represent a set of feelings/emotions. One might manifest happiness, while another might be paranoid about the whole scenario. A set of people might be experiencing perennial blues while for others it might be a super exciting set of opportunities.
The trajectory of emotions or reactions to things depends upon past experiences. It depends on the way our lives have been cushioned, and our will to be attached to or to be detached from the previous situations. After reaching, I noticed a group of people that was hunky-dory from the first day itself. There was another set that included people like me who had and till now, have blobs of tears at the smallest thing that reminds them of home.
There’s no foolproof plan or calendared 21-day challenge to make you ‘Not miss your home’. If you do you’re more than normal. I came across one of the social interaction websites where a gentleman had quoted, “Only the people who don’t feel homesick in their journeys succeed”. If the success here connotes being successful in distancing oneself emotionally from loved ones, then I would love to accept failure with open arms.
Physically, it’s about my separation from home, but instinctively it’s a homecoming.
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Beautifully expressed emotions …
Beautifully expressed emotions …
Amazing
This is so beautiful didi
Meri pyari bitiya nidhi I miss you so much❤️
People say it’s all upon you and it’s all in the mind but sometimes even the mind isn’t in our control even if we want it to but let’s just hope life teaches us something in every chapter so at the end let this be a good one….still hoping!!! Really felt connected after reading thanks for writing ❤️
This is so beautiful. Made me take a moment off and ponder. You beautifully captured emotions of thousands of students away from home. Amazing!
You know people make it home from house, I just felt this word when I was detached from my home for my 21st birthday, the calls messages they whole felt incomplete. Sometimes is this world of texts and calls we just need a hug and talk to help us breathe. I may have not conveyed what I felt but I related to you. I just wanna say I miss you, like they the touch totally is what i miss. You being present around everyday next to me to you being there on a text. The void is there. I miss you and wishing you happiness
Such pure emotions! I Loved it to the core. But come what may, you will do good, always ❤️✨